3.10.2019

musings over a pedicure...

i’m sitting here in the pedicure chair on a sunday afternoon...
just completed a meeting, next whole foods... the only 3 things on my in-head-to-do-list ๐Ÿ™Œ (3 places i go daily, like breathing, is a meeting, target & whole foods, so if i ever go missing, check those 3 first)

i’ve decided with my hectic schedule (wtf do i do daily that i can’t make time for this??) that my sunday pedicures will no longer involve listening to podcasts or ebooks but blogging.eventually i want to check facebook and catch up on others lives once a week. having instagram shoot my posts over to my wino page saves me countless of hours i won't recover from scrolling and reading hours on end. if i plan right, i may can pop out a few posts during the week...baby steps. learning to sit still is not my strong point. that’s why i don’t partake in yoga anymore, that and because i tore my rotator cuff in treatment doing it ๐Ÿ˜ plus, i like to talk and it's frowned upon, ha...sorry not sorry...

i just completed rachel hollis’ "girl, stop apologizing"...talk about an aha moment. y’all that book is incredible!! i listened to it in less than 3 days, if you have an ant brain like moi when it comes to remembering things, i suggest the book! i’m ordering one as soon as i finish this post (working on my priories yo) so that i can go back through it and highlight the things that stood out to me the most. which was a lot! 

i strive on routines & schedules. i was a teaching leader in bible study fellowship and attended for 4 years (pick up your jaw) and having every minute accounted for was great for me.....90 days of structured as fuck treatment also was great. it’s the only way i can get anything accomplished and it all starts with writing that shit down and being able to cross it off!! i know this already (just like what to eat not to get fat but that’s another story) in her book she talks in depth about it. i'm not going to give the book away (actually i'm ordering 2 so stay tuned) but want you to know that no matter how busy you are , you (we) can easily make time for things NOT excuses. i feel like a cat chasing it's tail most days...maybe because i don’t work and my day revolves around my recovery. i just want to do everything, everyday. at the end of the day, i think of all the things i forgot to do...why? either i didn’t write it down or i just didn’t make it a priority. this weeks list will not be overwhelming...too much makes me run the other way. or sometimes i make my list and then leave home without it ๐Ÿ˜ that’s my favorite. i bought a great cute little notebook to write it all down in cause it must be cute & fun and dammit i feel uber accomplished when i can draw a line through something with my glittery colorful pens, ha... it’s truly the little things y’all!
tomorrow i’m going to talk about my story, via video....already wrote it down.. ✅ 

i really enjoy doing this at the nail salon because they think i’m working and aren’t trying to talk to me, i can’t understand them well, and i feel bad replying “pardon me” a few times before i GET IT... bless their heart...or maybe bless mine๐Ÿ™„ i walk in with a big starbucks cause this is my favorite posh place AKA clean and prety and they serve wine... i just can’t get away from it so i come prepared!! lady next to me is on her 3rd... not my business, i’m staying in my lane...unless when we leave and she gets in mine on the road!

i can say without a shadow of doubt that back home at the beach in alabama i only went to salons that served wine and let me tell ya something, i always would partake (free BOXED ๐Ÿคฎ wine, sure) and have at least 3 glasses. sometimes i would be so buzzed i couldn’t believe myself when it was time to finally leave. to say i was the entertainment in that place was an understatement....everyone knew everyone in town so it was like cocktail hour at the salon, hooray! get yo nails did and buzz on at the same time, sign me up....this disease makes you dilluiousional incase you don’t already know this.   


well my lady just stopped, STOPPED...42 min into my 60 min specialty pedi, like she’s done...i’m trying not to have a resentment, so say a prayer while miss thang and i have a coming to Jesus...

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